cranial shit

This drawing I feel is a pretty accurate reflection of how I have been feeling these last few weeks.

But this has to change ~ it will be hard and it will be scary but I can't let things stay as they are for me anymore. Things have to get worse before they get better, but I have such brilliant and caring friends, and I am finally being able to open up about things I have kept inside for a very, very long time, and I just know you will be okay crashy. 

I know you will.

I love you crashy

i love you lots and lots and lots, even when you don't